Yay I finally have something to talk about.(not really.) I've been trying to get my mind to work and actually try pouring something into this lonely lonely lonely blog of mine. (Stalkers please leave me a tag or something. I NEED MORE STALKERS.) Like I said, this whole two week is finally reaching it's end and I haven't done anything productive. I am definitely getting tuition teachers. 2/3 TUITION teachers. KENAPA my teacher tak pandai ajar? WAE? I called Madam Chai and my house reception really sucks so I couldn't really hear what she was saying. It was like tcchchhchch RM 100 tchchchchch how many of you ah? tchchhchchhc okay. where I live ah? tchhhchchchh ask your seniors lah tchchhhchhchch alright bye tchhhhhh.

I don't think she was taking me seriously. I don't know why, maybe it's because I sounded like an idiot huh? GAH.

cml invited me to wei woon's bday surprise but I didn't go. That means I missed the chance to go hang out with the rest of the fifits, you guys went to ZENQ *sobs* sorry I couldn't make it. 

FRIDAY.

woke up pretty early that day, I was planning on finishing what's left of my homework but then I got distracted, by horoscopes and moon signs and venus signs and mercury signs. I am addicted to astrology. I found out that I'm a Virgo with a Taurus moon, Libra ascendant, Venus in Libra and Mercury in Libra so overall I have more traits of a LIBRA which is kind off depressing because I always thought I was a Virgo type of person. (It gives me a reason to be cranky all the time. People think I'm constantly on my period.) I skipped breakfast just for this astrology stuff and when I checked the time it was already 11AM. I wanted to back out, I really did but I just couldn't bring myself to do it, to ruin an old lady's day. (Yep that's what he said.) I had to obediently change into something more presentable and wait for T to pick me up. HE WAS LATE. "i told the teacher 12.30 so I wouldnt be as early 12 but we need to get there early for seats" PFFT yeah right, the teacher got there first and she wanted both of us to sit in front of her. I was nervous and afraid because of reasons.

 Oh you wanna hear them? 1 2 3 here I go.
1. I do not know the teacher.
2. The teacher does not know me.
3. I was never a PSS.
4. SHE DID NOT EVEN KNOW I EXISTED.

I went anyway. I don't know how or why. I ordered for something really cheap because I had a feeling that Ellie is going to pay for our lunch(wait, Vanilla smoothie was cheap?) and she really did. We talked a lot and she told us stories that rich people could never understand, she asked about school and future and stuff and I'm the only one who did not gave my full answer and opinion. I was afraid that I might say something wrong or stupid and ended up humiliating myself in front of them. After lunch we decided to go for desert(yay) and yes we went to ZENQ, we ordered at the counter and that's when Ellie and T decided to cause a commotion.

Kent: I'll have this.
me: I'll have this one then.
T: I WANT ICE CREAM.
Ellie: -orders for her mixed fruit shaved ice-
girl: oh you get to have one free drink, please choose from here.
me: -give then opportunity to choose- this one then.
Ellie: -sneakily and hastily hands the cashier money-
T: NOOOOOOOOO I SAID I WAS PAYING-grabs cashier's hand-
Ellie: oh no no no let me pay.-grabs cashier's and T's hand-
me: -standing between them- ...
T: AUDREY TAKE THE MONEY.
Ellie: no I said to let me pay.
cashier: -awkward smile-
other staff and customers:-looks at and smiles/grin/point/laugh-
me: ... *facepalm*

Ellie won and we had free food. Again. I feel guilty spending her money because SHE DOESN'T KNOW WHO I AM. Another senior arrived blah blah blah (I'm going to skip this part because) and we got bored so we went to Kent's place to do 'homework'. I knew it was impossible. IMPOSSIBLE I say. We ended slacking off and wasted an hour there. I blame the one who got attached to the Xbox.

One more thing, I get nervous+afraid+anxious when I sit in a car alone with someone else's parent. Please never do that to me again. Luckily, the one I had that day was surprisingly pleasant. It was nice. 

TODAY//SATURDAY

I am in love. With LOMO cameras. I need one right now. So badly. SO VERY BAD.

I'm going to dream about you baby, just you wait. JUST YOU WAIT. 
Why am I suddenly interested in these kind of things? Well, you can thank my cousin for showing off his LOMO, it itched me so much that I started googling about it. I asked my mom and I think she said yes, she did not oppose and my dad kept quiet so, I might just get a chance :3 I'm not very good with cameras so I decided to start with a basic and cheap one. I can't decide between LOMO HOLGA 135BC or LOMO HOLGA 120GCFN and I don't really care as long as I can them in this color. This is going to be my first camera if I can actually have it. But I do need opinion so what do you guys think?

sorry for the crappy post. ;A; oh btw, I changed the font size so you guys can read better :3

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Dust consists of particles in the atmosphere that come from various sources such as soil dust lifted by wind (an Aeolian process), volcanic eruptions, and pollution. Dust in homes, offices, and other human environments contains small amounts of plant pollen, human and animal hairs, textile fibers, paper fibers, minerals from outdoor soil, human skin cells, burnt meteorite particles and many other materials which may be found in the local environment.(Copied from wiki oh so shamelessly.)

Dust, I got lots of them. You're probably wondering why I kept them all and the answer is MY ROOM.
No one has ever been to my room before, even my parents are not allowed to be inside when it's in its worst conditions. Of course I would clean my room whenever my friends come over, well except for Huang.(if i feel like it or else i would just lock the freaking door and make them try to break it down.) I've been to so many other rooms(especially guys) and my room looks like a pig's nest. ( you said that yourself audrey so don't go blaming on other people. EXCEPT your sister.)
Took a break after doing 7 keratan akhbar for PA and I fell asleep on the cold cold floor while it poured outside, wind was blowing like there's not tomorrow, and it was the perfect weather for an afternoon nap and I snatched it, I slept for almost 2 hours aaahhhh. Got up and nudged my sister and went off to clean my room.
A lot of work had to be done and I probably sneezed more than 8 times during the cleaning, my throat was itchy and so was my face, I was scratching all over and when I looked into the mirror, HOLY SH-
My face, red spots all over my face and that's when I knew I was ready for a freaking bath. My neck was itchy again, just like that last day in camp. My nails are pretty long and left scratch marks all over my face. I took a bath, applied minty soap onto my face and it was still itchy. What I'm about to write is stupid but I actually did it, I applied toothpaste onto my face and my neck. It was spicy but it helped, the red spots are gone and now I look AUDREY again. That's all about Audrey's cleaning session.

This afternoon, we were walking and walking and I saw this uncle standing over there staring at my mom and my sister. My instincts directly tells me that 'OH MY GOD another ham sap UNCLE' We got nearer and my mom was like 'EH I DIDN'T SEE YOU THERE OH?' and they started talking blah blah blah.
The so call 'HAM SAP UNCLE' then turned to Beavan, Stephenie and I and..
HSU: Eh? Your children ah? Who's the oldest.
mom: -points- this one loh.
me: -smiles like an angel- (FYI, I don't usually smile okay? I only do it when I think the other person is worthy of being polite to)
HSU: -turns to sister- oh so you're second ah?
sis: -nods-
HSU: -thumbs up- LIANG MOI OH.
me: -in mind- 'hi. not pretty sister standing right here.'
sis: -smiles and turnes to me while rolling her eyes-
HSU: -turns to bro while riffling bro's hair- WAH YOU ALSO VERY LIANG ZHAI OH
me: -still in mind- MOM why did you gave birth to an ugly kid like me? -SULKS-
HSU-Ham Sap Uncle

MEH, I probably should get use to this. It's not like it's the first time or anything, it happened so many times I just lost count. Enough about this. It's ruining my mood and my life. I hate being compared. Seriously. STAHP. Just so you know, I'm fighting the urge to spill tears right now.

BACK TO YESTERDAY. LAST DAY OF MAY. 

Mom made Lasagna. Here are pictures. (Sorry bah, just don't have the mood to keep writing anymore. So I let pictures entertain you. AT LEAST THEY ARE PRETTIER THAN ME.)

HEN FEI OH CHI ZHE GE.

Oh and this Caramel pudding :D

end, I'll remember you HSU. I can't believe I thought you were worthy of my politeness.