officially.

It's official, I am a zombie... NAH. Okay let me get this straight, no matter how stress out I am or how much pressure I'm under, I always. ALWAYS have the time, strength, will or urge to do things I like and of course end up being guilty about it BUT at least i get to recharge right? and get right back on my toes again for more stress LOL. I know my blog is probably stranded but I am really surprise that i still get views and stuff. Thank you, whoever you are. But seriously. I'd be wasting your 2 minutes and half if you view this insignificant webpage.

I learned that when you can't beat something, you're going to have to give way and join in. I know I won't be able to run form this so I'm going to have fun while I go with it. It's not easy though, but it will have to do. Blogging used to be so fun and I used to love blogging... until the day came where the things I want to blog about is just too private to be public. wtf did i just typed. Anyways, it's only 19 days til STPM sem 2 and yes, I am afraid and I would really like to pack my bags and run away while screaming YOLO but I can't. No matter how i run or how i hide, it comes back... it gets to me... like slenderman does. I read somewhere saying, 'A virgo is dull when she lost the will to have fun.' which is undeniably true. I mean I don't think I can go through a day without laughing or without music.

Pewdiepie. An inspiration. I can stop watching his videos. OMG he is an idiot but gawd i like him, he makes my day. Whenever I feel like killing someone or ripping my mathematics questions apart. I'll just turn on my phone, browse a little and he is able to make me laugh my ass off. Gee and it's not easy to make me laugh my ass off. (okay i take this back. i laugh at everything. Which is not a bad thing.) I seriously have to find a way to let him know that he is also one of the reasons why i am able to cope with all this pressure and stress. Perhaps I'll make him do something really embarrassing on 'FRIDAYS WITH PEWDIEPIE' HAHAHA. Okay until that day then :P

Studying is not too bad really, the worst part is when you still suck in a test even when you studied your ass off. Like that physics test last time, I failed and I studied my ass off every night. NO words can describe the disappointment i felt, the pain that was throbbing within me lmao. Okay that was a little too much but I was really upset about it. Just like how i get upset with every little thing that happens... Tomorrow, another physic test and I haven't really studied enough. I got bored and took a nap and end up getting a headache wtf. Okay enough about studying, this is suppose to be a lively blogspot. Oh which reminds me! Mr Goh showed us this video about 'The Law of Attraction' which TK mentioned to me about last time, but I didn't really give it much thought but after watching that video. I still don't understand what he was trying to tell me that time.

Speaking of which. I hate you tk. talk to me.

I want to apologize to two someones here on my blog.
The first one would be Miss E,
I'm really sorry about how I treated you that day, I know apologizing through my blog isn't very sincere but I just couldn't bring myself to approach you. I really want to talk to you the other day but I assumed that you were still quite upset with me so you just smiled and walked away. I'm sorry I was being a baby the other day, I was upset about a lot of things that day and I put it all on you. I'm really sorry. And to think that you even ran back up to politely asked me down. I turned you down like that all because I wasn't in the mood.
The second would be Mr YY,
This is really childish, I can't believe I did it. I got angry because I misunderstood or misinterpret what you said the other day. And you were only trying to be nice wtf. I got all bitchy at you and it wasn't even your fault. I felt really guilty. Normally I would blame all this on my period but NO not this time. I am really really sorry :(

You must have noticed how I jumped from one subject to another. That's because I'm really horrible with introduction. i don't know how to start talking about one thing or how to bring someone's attention to another subject so I would just randomly throw stuff at your face. And i'm about to do again. LoLo I'm going to adapt your ways of naming people on your blog HAHA. I find it very interesting LOL. No I just want to be a copycat and copy your ways of blogging.

Dear Mr Martini, I haven't seen you in a while and I miss you omgawd. I miss how you would smile and give me a little thumbs up at times. I couldn't even run into to you in the canteen, it shows how much we are destined not to meet each other wtf. I wonder if this nickname is too obvious. Let me know ;)

I normally don't do this. But YOLO.