MUST.GET.RID.OF.DEPRESSING.POST. This the main objective today. I understand that I've been filling my blog with a lot of negative energy and I am going to make it up to all my readers(if any) by blogging about something different, something that actually fills myself with joy. -smiles- It was a sincere smile okay? Even if you don't see it, you know I'm sincere. Okay? Okay.
Here I am typing along still thinking about what to blog about while I scroll through my phone gallery trying to remember anything important and HAPPY that happened for the past few weeks. And yes you're in luck! I found some.
Exactly 20 days ago. I finally finished STPM semester 1. It was horrible but but I was HAPPY because it was over but then, I don't think I did really good this time. I have to admit that I didn't finish the whole syllabus, it's not that I don't have time to it's just that I've been slacking off too much thinking that there will be ENOUGH time for everything when it was clear that there wasn't. Damn I have a feeling that I'm going to have to retake after all. The reason why I was studying my ass off as mush as I can is to avoid retaking. TOO BAD SO SAD (okay my bro taught me this and I like it.) FOUR papers and I am not confident with even ONE. I even went to have lunch at MCD with T and Dith before Maths T, oh boy that spicy chicken yum yum LMAO. Alright enough about that, I'm making myself guilty. I am going to reveal a picture. A very ugly one too. Haha.
before and after car crash style
I also did my computer test. I called my tutor just before the first day of STPM telling her that I'll go for the test the next Monday and I even motivated myself to study like crazy for it because I wanted to get a full mark so that the institution would give me money :P well TOO BAD SO SAD I didn't even study. I didn't even finish the 500 questions and I even went to bed early the night before. I have no fear wtf. Woke up the next day and I got really really nervous, I was seriously afraid.
see I'm still holding the 500 questions with me. I don't look nervous because i'm camwhoring.
And you know what? My tutor promised me 9AM so I thought that I had at least 30 minutes more to finish the 500 questions but she was EARLY. Too early omg. I grabbed my shoes (no socks too lazy) and got on the car and the teacher greeted omg she is so nice, I feel really bad.
tutor: did you do the questions in the CD?
me: -totally forgot about the disc- HUH?
tutor: HAH? you didn't do the CD ah?
me: -shakes heas apologetically-
tutor: Then did you do the 500 questions?
me: -smiles- errr... YA.
tutor: oh then can lah if like that.
dang. guilty dao bao man. If my dad was there he would have said something like "是谁教你讲骗话的?我有教过你咩?" But I had to do it, I didn't want her to worry about me. I got there and did some checking in and stuff ugh the guy at the counter was so SLOW and when I finally got to the room I started sweating. I did the questions so very carefully, putting every ounce of my brain juice into good use. I checked my answers three times and then it was finally time to hit the finish button, it felt like making the biggest decision in my life or something.
-clicked-
-stares at screen-
-internal flail-
I PASSED.
thank you thank you thank you thank you
-kisses the floor-
My dad for some reason suggested that we take a long drive to Lawas that day, we all agreed because I thought it would be fun and stuff. Well it was fun when you get there but the LONG drive was killing me and my back and my neck. Dang it the 6 hour drive really made me moody and cranky. All I wanted to do was go home and sleep but then I didn't. I stayed up and went online and yeah stuff happened. Not gonna talk about that coz it's not important anymore. I saw Angel btw but she didn't see me, HAHA good. Just what I planned dang I can imagine Angel looking around to find me when I told her the color of her shirt. It wasn't really much because I didn't really enjoy my aching back.
Invited Siaw over to my place and we went to my cousin's wedding together. The night before the wedding was alright, we had something to eat and slept really late that night because mom decided that it was a really good time for some ZENQ (11PM++) and of course. I CANNOT RESIST. ZenQ was different that night coz they freaking ran out of pearls. We had to substitute with something else and it felt like eating tadpoles. We did a little painting if you know what I mean ;) and went to bed after 1.59PM. Well, use your imagination. Woke up really early the next day and I was so sleepy, I don't know about Siaw but I'm sure she was craving for more sleep too. We all gathered at my Grandma's place where the groom would come to 接新娘, my other older cousin have prepare some obstacles for the groom omgosh they made him put on mouse ears and a pacifier + dance to Oppa Gangnam Style. All I could think of that time was that they all needed lessons from TK LMAO, they weren't bad but they can do better.
Got really tired after the whole thing because I didn't get enough sleep! Took a nap and then we attend the ceremony at Dewan Tun Fuad later that evening. Put on the white dress I bought, made Siaw wear her smexy dress and off we went. A lot of people attended and my feet hurt because I was wearing heels again. It was sad but I didn't have any other shoes, I mean I couldn't possibly wear sneakers right?
Siaw and I and lotsa other people in frames.
owl necklace from cousin Alicia. I like it.
We left early that night and went to Starbucks. My first starbucks. I feel a little guilty for bailing on my cousin's wedding but oh well you know, STARBUCKS. Slept late again that night ahaha sorry Siaw for making you sleep so late every night.
Had to wake up early again the next morning because we had to attend this urm cash give away ceremony? Okay whatever it is. I got cash and that's all that matters. Had a girl's day out with Siaw and Shnwei teehee
we went to watch Breaking Dawn part 2 wtf I was like
"OMG OMG WHERE'S CARLISLE'S HEAD?"
"YER WHY JASPER DIE?"
"WAAAH JACOB!"
"EFF THAT ARO FACE!"
"WAHLAO WHY HE KILL MY SETH?"
"YER WHY SO MANY PEOPLE DIE?!"
throughout the whole climax. Yes you can ask the girls, I was really annoying HAHA. Damn I feel like having a Twilight Saga marathon! Who wants to join me?
Also. I found myself a new boyfriend. -ham smiles-
We also went to Kaison and I spent money on more unnecessary little note books like I always ALWAYS do, took pictures with bears and birds and whatever it is that's cute in that place LOL.
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well me? I- I like well you know what :P
We walked around a bit and finally ended up at.. JANG JANG yes you guessed it. STARBUCKS. Toffee Nut Latte is really good nom nom. I want more damn.
28 NOV 2012
finally had a real conversation with a balloon I managed to keep. was really happy. noticed something I never did. realized some things too. i was really happy. oh. I also got STARBUCKS for peace offering :) but really, you didn't have to. got addicted to Origami and stuff and ended up being obsess with little shiny origami papers. I NEED MOAR.
Siaw's still at my place, I'm going to make her change my nail polish every single night MUAHAHA. Meanwhile, I'm going to keep doing origami and stuff.
this is where my phone sleeps now :3
I'm going to reveal some stuff about me here lol.
1. this is me when I over react.
like I seriously bang on anything in front of me and go ASDFGHJKLQWERTYUIOP.
2. i sleep talk and sleep pat.
ask Siaw. She knows. She's been sleeping with me for days now.
3. i like hugs. i really do.
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