#bearcat ~ 誰がいるの?

Okay. I have exactly 53 minutes to type this. I really hope I can get this out by midnight. Tomorrow (in 53 minutes) is my best friend's birthday. A beautiful person born into this beautiful world. I know you might find this cheesy but I guess that's how this post is going to be like. So If you're reading this before you give up your Mac to the school, do remember that this is the last thing you did with 'Aero'. I'm sure Aero will happy that Elliot decided to write a little something for his owner (soon to be ex) Okay sorry. No more teasing you about it.

If I were to write about all the memories we had AKA all the fights, osmosis, boob punch, tickling, kicking etc. I would be repeating everything I posted a few months ago. I know you get a lot of appreciation post and mine doesn't really stand out too much but I want you to know that every little thing I type her is coming from me. This soul right here that connects with yours. Don't ask me how or why? It just connects. I know you don't feel like listening to nostalgic stuff right now and I'm pretty sure everyone knows about the 'under-the-tree-incident' or 'MCD-foodfight-pantspulling-faceslapping' so I'll write about something different.

I don't know about you but I thought about how things will be now if you were still here. Well if you did, you might think that it would have been way better if you stayed. But if you ask me, I think it's nice this way too. Besides the distance and some alone time, I finally understand how it feels like to miss someone every single day. I finally know how it feels like to still feel so attached to someone even though they are far away. I finally got to use my skype( never used that shit ). If you were still here, I can get you to drive me around. We would have more Lucy Kitchen moments. We would have more fights. You would distract me a lot! You would sleep in class a lot. You would do a lot of powerpoints for the school. You would be freaking PRESIDENT of my library. ( a wonderful one of course) We would slack off a lot during maths. You would have more time to observe me while I do maths. I would be able to osmosis you any time I want and you can punch my boobs whenever you get the chance. (it hurt last time.)

But no. These things weren't meant to happen and of course there is a reason for all of that. Because you are far away, I feel the need to talk to you everyday. I know we're both busy with school and stuff but you never prioritize those over me. Thank you :) Because you live so far away, I appreciate you more because I feel like if I'm not careful enough, you're just going to slip away and leave. Because I don't really know what you're up to every single day (yes I'm no stalker like you), I want to listen to your stories, I want to relate and I want you to relate to mine. I know it's not easy but I want you to hear them and imagine them like you're there, I'm not asking for too much. Because we don't see each other everyday anymore, I am afraid. Afraid that you might turn into a stranger, someone that I used to know. 14 years more of friendship huh? If faith should step in and we do only have 14 more years of friendship, I sure can't interfere. I want to make those 14 years worth living, I want to spoon feed you again like you said I did, I want to sing songs to you, I want you to sing back too. I want to travel? Remember Japan? I want to drive you around at least LAWL. There's so many things we NEED to do.

Keep telling me all the things that happened on your side because I am going to keep telling you mine. Keep telling me how you think you're going to screw your grades up and then end up being the top of your class. Keep telling me how you wish you were back here because you miss the food. Keep telling me bad stuff about your friends because I kinda enjoy it too. Keep making comments about my Pusheen Cat Stickers on facebook because they are hillarious. Continue to send me selfies with your new phone (show off). Continue to give me random skype sessions that last longer than it should. Continue to always be by my side because I want to be by yours.

Rose are red,

Violets are blue.

Don't eat bread,

Coz it'll kill you.

HAHA okay not true. But seriously, don't eat bread with a dry throat. This is going nowhere.
*clears throat* Proceed.

Here's to the weirdest, most sarcastic but most adorkable guy in the world,
Well, in my world, at least. I recall you mentioned how special I was last time. Well I'm here to tell you that you're the reason why I feel special. Hence that makes you even more special that the queen bee herself. You have to shake that poker face off some how, not to mention that same DOMO shirt you wear everytime you come back. I know how pessi you are about your life but keep climbing, no matter how tired or how itchy your body gets( you know from all the sweat ) , just push forward or upward ;) if you know what I mean. You'll make it and the best part is, I might be there to see you do it :) You're now a year older. AGAIN. Soon you'll be legal too. I hope you don't drink and turn into an asian party animal. I mean you might give people the impression that asians are rice eating alcohol loving geniuses. Even though I'm not there with you and we can't really celebrate 'celebrate' but know that I'm with you throughout the day, just like any other day. Try imaging me walking down the hall right to your locker, slapping you on the back saying 'HAPPY BIRTHDAY!' Believe me, It'll happen one day. One way or another. I'm gonna get you.