#gammarays

things are changing. not sure if it's for the better but it is definitely changing. that's the funny thing about life. you don't know what holds in the future and you can't turn back time to make things right. You only get one chance at EVERYTHING. you win some and you lose some. I think I won some big stuff in life so far but I can't say that I've lost not as much. I'm only a quarter through my life according to Mr Bear Cat. I'm pretty sure there's going to be a whole lot of shit I have to go through. No matter. I know that no matter where I go, what I do, I have my people and that matters. So much more than I thought it would. This change that I mentioned earlier. It's not anything big but it's definitely going take some getting used to. Knowing me, I'd probably blend very quickly. I don't like change but for the better, I'm willing to sacrifice. Sacrifice is good. You get something in return. Right? NO. you don't and it's not nice to expect things in return. If you want to do something, do it because you want to, not because you want something in return. One thing mom and dad taught me.

'We don't have to hurry

You can take as long as you want

I'm holdin' steady

And my heart's at home

With my hand behind you

I will catch you if you fall'