Arrogance. The state or quality of being arrogant; overbearing pride. 

Am I arrogant? I don't know but I don't want to be. I don't want people thinking that I'm too good for them. 
Wait maybe I am the one who's driving them away, maybe I am the one being arrogant that people especially new people find it hard to approach me. I don't even know if I'm being arrogant or not? What is like being arrogant? 
I just don't want people finding me arrogant. Almost 90% of the students in my class are smarter than me, I have no right to be an arrogant bitch. UGH. This post has been stupid. Very stupid.