It's all I got.

Today was fun, I guess.
We didn't win but we didn't lose either.(wait we did.)
Oh yeah, I'm talking about the Sukaneka we had today, there was suppose to be this 'Bola Baling' and Tug Of War (which we could have won) but we didn't have enough time to proceed that far.
Kumpulan 4 vs Kumpulan 8. and we lost. no. no I'm not unhappy. In fact I had a lot of fun. People were cheering for me. (I think.) Alan was being all please go easy on us but then in the end it was in reverse, I thought we might stand a chance to win but then I was so wrong. It's alright, it's just a game. It's to have fun not to feel sorry about losing. Oh I almost forgot, I knocked someone down, unintentionally but purposely.
It happened really fast. I didn't know what to do. I wanted to halt and save the girl from falling but I also wanted to shot for the goal (which didn't count), maybe I should have just stop and prevented her from dragging her poor buttocks on the JALAN RAYA. It must have hurt, I mean a big girl like me knocking some very petite girl down, it must have been really ugly. I apologize again to the girl, I didn't really get her name but I am really sorry. It was suppose to be a harmless game but oopsie someone bled, I wanted o like walk over and help coz I mean it's what I used to do when I was still a member of the Red Crescent Society but then this girl she was already on it.(The girl Vyon told me who has a really high ranking so I might not be able to get the highest jawatan in the FORM 6 BSMM after all.) I just stared. Not moving. I felt useless. LOL

According to Ming Li, FORM 6 is going to be a really busy urm, period for us. We have to be able to catch up with homework and at the same time, being able to participate in all the organizing team. WTF. I cannot do that. The main reason why I gave up on BSMM, I know that I would never be able to juggle these two. I need to focus on one thing and one thing only. Once I get out of course, I fail. So I have decided that I won't join any organizing team unless (someone manage to persuade me or I just feel like it). I hope I'm not always in the 'I feel like it' mood.

There hasn't been any happy post on my blog lately.
I'm going to have to fix that soon. BTW, you like me new layout? (perasan-ing)
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